Beau. 21; New Zealand.
Just one among billions; living vicariously through the fictional, trying to hold it all together (sometimes, often, failing), constantly growing but not necessarily up. I'm forever swinging from extremes, waiting in the in-between.
favourite dair fanfics
* ~ i’ll read these over and over and over again, and love them ever more for it
ONE-SHOTS
* before the glaciers drown us by irishmizzy
Growing up and making out and being awesome instead: one year at Yale.
hypothetically speaking by jacobella41
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park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor by lint
It’s because of the holidays, she tells herself. Goodwill toward men and all that sanctimonious cheer. Post “The Townie”.
to delete message, press seven by lint
They tried, okay? It didn’t work. Post “Damien Darko”.
something like holiday by lint
What he expects from her, and what actually happens, is never the same thing. Early NYU.
bad sex, literature, and russian hats by margottenenbaum
I want you, she thinks, and it doesn’t make any sense because everything so far has been about as not-perfect as it’s possible to be and he’s Dan and he isn’t right for her, none of this is right.
your kisses are wasted on me by margottenenbaum
Dan and Blair are not interested in each other. At all. Not even a little bit. But just to be sure, they should probably make out.
you only call me when you’re crying by margottenenbaum
Dan Humphrey opens his door for her.
* i want someone badly by margottenenbaum
A man’s perspective could be helpful, Serena said, right before she abandoned Dan to go to class, leaving him alone on the receiving end of a dark glare from Blair. NC-17, AU of 2x08.
our last goodbye by margottenenbaum
Blair is not going to cry one bitter tear about Dan Humphrey getting on a plane to Rome without her. Not one.
* the kind of reckless that should send me running by shtiglitz
She hates everything about him.
if ever your world comes crashing down by shtiglitz
Chuck gives her the world; Dan gives her his heart. WARNING: character death.
someday (my pain will mark you) by shtiglitz
This is how each of them wins the Hunger Games (and how each of them loses). Set in the Hunger Games universe.
i have so many scars, but you have such a smile by somewhereonlyiknow
He watches her leave him again and it absolutely should not hurt this much when it’s happened so many times before.
CHAPTERED
we had to learn how to bend without the world caving in by meggars-27
This is what happens next. (5x18 speculation)
* can’t find the words to write this song (4) by shtiglitz
“Waldorf, what do you want? It’s 4am over here.” Season 5 speculation.
