Beau. 21; New Zealand.
Just one among billions; living vicariously through the fictional, trying to hold it all together (sometimes, often, failing), constantly growing but not necessarily up. I'm forever swinging from extremes, waiting in the in-between.
#the thing that makes me saddest #is that they were best friends #and dan was the first and only person who wasn’t friends with her out of habit or shared history #and they had a better friendship in a season and a half than blerena have had over five #and now what? #they’re not even gonna be friends anymore? #this friendship was too good to be sacrificed at the altar of bass
I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it, I think I will literally throw my laptop out the window or kick someone really hard or cry until my tear ducts explode. I don’t think I can see them destroy 5 years of beautiful build-up without injuring myself or someone else really, really terribly.

- me: bitch,
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